wednesday

should we take bets on the check?
how many in favor of the premise: "of course it went through!"
or... let's hear a word from the opposites: "hel-lo-o! obvious! once a bad egg.... of course it's a no good check!"
yep. the winner is...obvious. bad egg rules and i am the loser of dough ray me.
i never liked easter.
then, just to compound things, i make an error. i get mad. and i am tired. tired of chasing the deposit and the tremor of my financial uncertainty. the constant tennis match- back and forth, back and forth. now i got it, now i gotta live with out it.
so i text him and the girlfriend- "i want it NOW" and he says i am "talking in fighting words, that he had once considered (notice the past tense?) me a friend, and now this has shown my- different side!"
wow. how did that happen?
and how come I am feeling bad??? and why do i think i should apologize?
oh- i hate it when people tell me i screw up and i believe them.
and speaking of friends, is this how one treats them????