are you counting???? do you see i missed a day? that is because i was having a LOUSY day yesterday! and i rarely use cap's. so that is practically like swearing!
why???? why did i have such a bad day? well. let's get real and personal. it was not just "a day." it was several days...lots of days, one right after the other rolling into one incredibly dissatisfying meteoric meltdown.
and so, you ask, what did i do to raise my limp and lifeless body from the ashes???
ahhhhhh. well, as i was back in my crazy making worry thinking how many things can i crowd into my tiny little neuron cranial cavity called my head and as i felt the palpitations and furrows begin squeezing and working their harrowing crevassing on my face and body.....
i called a friend.
she yelled- "what?? why are you worrying about something six months from now that is not here today! that is crazy!!!
i don't know. it seemed logical to me that if i did not have money besides six months of reserves and the plans the architect had drawn had not taken into account one's need for privacy and now there would have to be a costly fix cuz my tenants had not given notice and literally disappeared two days ago with five months of rent still outstanding and if there was no privacy there would be no future renters- cuz that is what everyone who came to look at it to rent told me and if there was no rental there would be no income and....
so.
besides doing what i really think i want to do is sit down and write a country song- i started over.
mmm hmmm. i know. you don't know how to do that.
stay tuned. more will be revealed.
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